just in case I confuse you

this is all about me

that's very selfish - don't you know I know this?
so stop.
don't read anymore
It's not about you, it's about me.
because I'm the "reflective" type.
but in case you were wondering...
I could eat cereal every day of my life.
My current favorites are frosted wheats and almond special k
with organic no fat milk
I love sweets, but in small amounts
And I never give up free food and I'll eat anything.

I learn visually followed by repetition.
I won't be able to repeat anything you said.
I have to make lists and organize a plan
or else I'll forget all the details.
I understand only when I create a map in my head
I play stories in my mind and I think in pictures.
I also expect you to see the same picture.


My favorite colors when shopping are light green and brown
with splashes of light yellow and plum.
I hate pink and I wear black, which looks good with blue.
I like sweaters and pockets.
I prefer softer tones for photographs
unless the image calls for sharp contrasts
I'll always prefer a pretty, blue sky.

I choose brunettes over blondes
and the shorter ones are always the last to be seen.
I like dark skin.
I'm not good with attention grabbers,
Arrogance over confidence will turn me off
and trying too hard is the only thing that makes me awkward.
A smile will catch me, but not just any.

I lose confidence in myself easily and it's something I am working on.
I always hesitate at first, but I'm always willing to try.
and I don't get excited over a lot - but when I do...
[like with greys anatomy
your achievements
new books
backdrops
free stuff
adventures]
it's exciting. But I am not boring
Certain types of people just won't understand me.
Sarcasm can be a cover, but I never want to offend.
I feel obligated to fill silence
and I have no problem laughing to myself.
It might be awkward, but I most likely won't care.
I'd rather talk about it than become offended.

I cry when I laugh and I can't stop laughing when I'm tired.
My favorite activity is cuddling and movies
I want a dog because it seems more hopeful than a guy.
I also love roller coasters and photographs.
and have a fetish with boxes

My favorite thing to photograph are people
and colors.
I want to learn the guitar and spanish.
I want my home to smell good and be bright when you walk in.
Shopping can easily be an all day activity.
And I enjoy keeping a budget and crunching numbers.
I hate when people assume I'm stupid and didn't catch on.
I like knowing I understand when people don't think I do.
I stress out completely when I'm late.
I have like 50 goals I'm working on constantly
and that makes it hard to focus or be satisfied.
It takes me a lot of time to be satisfied with what I do.

I judge books by their covers and think I am good at it,
but I would love to be proved wrong.
And I really don't care because we're all different
I love people even when I won't be friends with.

I collect cups in my room.
and I hate the smell of thrift stores
and hospitals.
I'm scared of old people and old things.
But I like my grandma.

I wish I did more and feared less.
And I guess that's it.
haha you wish.