PPS to the 4th day

I know. You people are thinking I have too much time on my hands.

I can't sit still for one moment.

This mug speaks to me. And has inspired my to whine.

I know, I know, I hardly need inspiration

I just want a snack; I don't want to have to talk to you  - creeper in purple - in the kitchen.  I will seriously turn back around and try again 5 minutes later. Oh heavens - the elevator is the worst. If you get enough people in there, it's fine. People know to hold their convo or people are already talking. But if it's just you two?
worst-5-seconds-of-the-day.

Until I step into my car and grandma is turning the corner. Almost worse than the ones who slam on breaks at a green light to get over into a new lane or just because they are that freakin ridiculous.

Oh I want to kill them.

4 days

I love Eric Austin Smith very much.

What is on your mind 4 days before your wedding?

"What am I forgetting?"

Did I write them a thank you? How does my side of the closet triple his, yet I have nothing to wear? How else can I prepare him? prepare myself? I really wish I wasn't working right now. Getting my legs waxed is going to kill, but maybe it won't be so bad. I still haven't talked to the photographer. When can I get my nails done? What if I don't like any of the photos? I wonder what everything will look like. I wonder what I will look like. I wonder how much I'll care. I wonder how tired I'll be. I'm tired right now and still don't want to be at work. Where is my planner? Did I take my birth control this morning? I hope my allergies go away. I should drink more water. I should learn how to cook. I can't wait until life is normal with a routine.  Oh man I really am so lucky. I just want to be with him. Yes, I am so ready for this. Oh, but a 12 hour car ride sucks.  Who's car are we taking? We still have to put the playlist together. I swear boys don't have to deal with anything when they get married - they just quadruple the emotion that rests around them. I hope Eric doesn't forget to pay the rent. He won't. I hate how much our rent is. It will be so much easier when my name is changed. But oh my gosh so much to change. Oh right, it's all worth it. I'm running with that idea at least.

12 days

And does he have a wedding band? No, no he does not. However, two cheers for him because he finally figured out his ring size =)

So where do you find a cheap whatever ring that looks like a ring that doesn't fall off of dainty man fingers that you can get in store or made/shipped/received in 13 days?

I mean seriously . . . the only thing that is not an option right now is a ring pop because that's just too sticky. We do have some standards people. {he keeps insisting he won't wear it; I keep insisting he will; this is not a battle cause my word is gold - for real - white gold/titanium/or something strong - wear it, deal with it, it's happening}

PS - seeing my family and going through the temple with them and Eric was definitely one of the best experiences ever, not just "oh that was the best day" but it's a great feeling of a great beginning. And that's how I am going to explain it for those who ask "how did it go?"

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