in this green chair

One of my roommates has a serious boyfriend
One already moved out & the other is with her family
So I have this cute house all to my lonesome self. I'm okay with that
Although, it would be a perfect time for...

Any way, I've got GAC turned up. Hosea open on the coffee table.
As well as the book "Lord of the Flies" still hoping to be read.
Just cleared out my gmail inbox and wrote my brother.
I would be in my underwear if it was my own green chair.
TMI - your fault for reading.

Every now and then I get really motivated.
I wish those moments came more often.
I love checking off a task list, but it's so easier just to
sit in this little green chair.

PS Faith Hill & Shania Twain are the examples of sexy women in my book.

my idols growing up.
I think I used to shy away from sexy - as a little girl I don't think you quite get it.
Shoot - I'm just now getting it. And to popular disbelief
You can still do it modestly; however it's fun to not like clothes either
*just behind closed doors*
Sometimes I wish I didn't have a conscience, but that's so human of me,
to want the easy way out.
It's not always a matter of what we want right now;
It's a matter of what we want in the future; it's called delayed gratification
I thought it would get easier with age; negatory

The mind is an amazing thing though.
(just as amazing as the body, guy, or more so)
Where does real motivation come from...
{I seriously love country music videos}
I know I should be motivated independently
It's what I'm having to learn and have been learning in all my singleness
I'm never COMPLETELY alone. I know God has blessed me with the ability
to do more because I have been given extra hands.
Motivation does come a lot faster and easier with a best friend.
Someone to work out with, to chat about the scriptures with, to cook with...
someone who is there to make you feel accountable.
I am active when I know someone depends on me.
o-m-g why don't I just get married already?!

I really hope that stands true when I accept the title of mother&wife
& I really want to marry someone who likes GAC too
I'm pretty sure that's why they say
it's the most important decision you'll make =)
*crossing fingers*
i.know.im.so.picky.mom.

PS Are you a fan of Kayla Nicole Photography on fb?
I decided I'd try to see how many fans I can get
before I invest anymore money in the process
So suggest to friends? thanks so much xoxo

Current Song: Tim McGraw "Please Remember Me"