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It's midnight and I felt like my evening just flew by.

I have to work in the morning and I just realized

that is my new life

work

all

day.

Here is when prioritizing my time comes in

- gospel study

- exercise

- errands

- cooking

- photo projects

- chores

- social gatherings

- guitar practice

- reading

- service

- job training

- internet research

- chill time

I really hope I'm not tired in the morning

Cause I have to learn all these acroynms and systems

I hate job training

because you feel stupid and inadequate

why does the government have so many letters

ESS, CDCR, EDEN, POS, EASIE, CSPR, OSEP

and the list goes on and on

I can't wait until I can talk in code.

I love feeling smart.

PS I have two amazing brothers. I want to have another post to explain why they are so amazing. You can just take me word for it. Perhaps I will insert a couple of statements from Rand's letters.

Also, I am becoming more conscience of the way I never get to the point and leave it at that. So my new goal is to listen and ask more questions. I just hate leaving space for pauses. If you don't talk, I will (knowing full well that what I'm saying isn't even cool or important). I use to be really good at keeping things to myself. Why now do I feel the urge to say everything I think? Why do I feel like no one else talks? Maybe I don't pause enough.

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