Greys Anatomy has my heart these days. But mainly Dr. Sloan. (love skinny ties - less facial hair, but w/e - it's funny what we're willing to overlook- just wait for the smile) Ignore all the bad relationships - quality lessons to be learned. Everyone has a heart. But a lot of people have walls. And there is always
a reason. I love thinking and then I ramble. You have to be really patient with me because my thought doesn't come out in the first sentence, and who knows if it will ever really come out. I'm sorry if I trust you- you'll most likely hear everything. I don't hide my emotions. And sometimes I do sound rude, but there's no reason to be offended. I do get side tracked. The train of thought may seemingly jump tracks. But I like to search for answers. Also, I think I might always mumble. At least I have 2 younger brothers that talk the exact same. It's kinda awesome - when we are the only ones that understand each other. It wouldn't be any fun if we all talked "normal."Anyway, here is an example of a ramble. Divided in points with no mumblings.
- I do not work well under pressure and the show confirmed my lack of desire to go into the field of healing people via medicine. I would totally cut the wrong nerve or prescribe an overdose
- But I still like learning about everything.
- Doctors gain immediate respect, but they still have a lot of problems
- You don't know what it's like to be a parent until you are one
- I went to school for 4 years and finally realized what work and career placement is. It's not just a 9-5 job. It's a reason to get up in the morning, to be really good at something, to feel needed. Not all jobs are like that. A job should never define you, but it's part of why you exist and what you're doing with your existence.
- We scale someone's profession to some invisible success chart. It's all in our heads. Even if it's just to help provide for your family, it's still something to be proud of. I want to be one of those lucky ones who can help provide - as well as enjoy the work.
- It's important to find your passion and not let anyone take that away from you. And maybe you do it after work.
- Try everything.
- I will be humbled when I am not the one making the money, when I have to let someone take care of me. When I wake up - to stay home.
- Being a mom is not a cop out, and it is so important that I find someone who really understands how amazingly important it really is.
- I don't know what I really want yet, but I have to keep figuring it out. And I cannot be afraid of trial and error.
Sometimes we don't want to do things because we know we won't get it right the first time. Sometimes we are scared of being hurt. You are going to get hurt at some point, no matter how hard you try to avoid the bruises. You might as well die trying. And who doesn't love a few battle scar stories? It will make you someone better, I promise. And I'll always be here.
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