I can't even take a nap because my mind won't stop wandering. I want this semester to be over with like no other. But I have so many decisions to make and things to do until then. I can't crawl into a hole just because things gets hard. But life really does get frustrating.
I want to love what I am doing...why is that so hard.
I'm tired of judgments.
I'm tired of group projects. I'm tired of cold wind.
I'm tired of pointless work. I'm tired of quarter laundry
I'm tired of no sleep. I'm tired of bad meals.
I'm tired of no commitment. I'm tired of shared space.
I'm tired of not standing up for myself.
I'm tired of Mondays and really long Tuesdays
I'm tired of needing money
I'm tired of wanting to whine, but feeling bad about whining
I'm tired of not letting things go
I'm tired of feeling like a bad person just because I'm not perfect.
I'm good at loving. And all I want to do is serve...
Watch pride and prejudice. And eat cheesecake.
1 comment:
kayla my dearest. I agree, seeing you at the bball game was good and too rare. I want to be your friend.
I would TOTALLY be in for watching pride and prejudice and eating cheese cake with you. honestly, if you need someone to fill that role just let me know.
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