Somehow I made the biggest decision of my life. I only worry when I think about how easy and normal it was for me. All these years and all these conversations made me feel like it was something more grand. I think it's just the simple, calm peace of being with the person you never want to be without.
It's a choice now, it's a choice tomorrow, and it's a choice every day after that.
I mentioned how the reality of reality catches up with me and sometimes I just don't know where to move. Sometimes I just feel like a game piece and all I see is the black space in front of me, but there you are, right beside me. I didn't ask for you to be there. I didn't think either one of us would stay. I guess sometimes I think wrong. I didn't expect to love you like I do, it just kinda happened. Here I am. God knew you would come. God knew I would give you a chance and he knew you would stick with me.
All I ever want to be is everything you ever need.
Happy one week engagement.
{even if the activity was a bust, I still got to hold your hand}

ps- don't hate me cause you're beautiful ;)
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