ought to be

"Man is the only animal that laughs and weeps, for he is the only animal that is struck with the difference between what things are and what they ought to be."
- William Hazlitt

I'm wrong.
Yet I still think your breath silences my fears
I'm standing here shaking hands again.
These secret glances keep looking for you.
The truth haunts my adolescent hope.
Every day I work for solutions
Yet here's one that keeps pending.
Why am I still in love with you.