mid week scribbles

I got up and realized I never pressed start on the dryer

a beginning to a great new day

but then I had apple cinnamon instant oatmeal

and that made my life.

even if it's a completely unhealthy start

I also love when my bathing suit top becomes my new bra

it's so hot these days - nothing on your body lasts long.

that sounds dirty.

P.S. Look who I saw at the beach this week...

SANTA!

You know you become obsessed when you dreamed you ate a hot dog and found out it was 2500 calories. When you have nightmares about hot dogs - something has to give.

It's so hard to eat cheap and healthy. and still live happily ever after.

I can sit here and write because I'm tiki girl again today. Just a bunch of "good mornings, thank yous, the rattling of the fan, and the same not-so-awesome CD on repeat.

oh- and a giant blue pool that mocks me with hopeless attraction

It's okay - I'm getting paid to sit and smile today.

I have an interview in the morning.

They are going to get to know me. Scary huh?

I hate how we have to be fake in interviews. Tell them what they want to hear

so lame. oh - but I am everything they want me to be.

I kicked trash in spoons tonight. Thank you family for preparing me well.

I'm not a game girl, but I worry not being an excitable person is taken negatively

I should work on this. maybe. or maybe someone will just love me for me.

I secretly want to be that person who doesn't care what people think

I envy you.

not those who are so arrogant and assume they are a girl's fantasy

ugh - those can get to steppin away from my heart

Love-Me-Please