A friend asked me how i was doing and that line came to me.
it's basically the story of my life
don't worry i'm not waiting around.
so here goes another post indifferent to the title.
it's a Friday night. here i am admitting my guitar was my wanna-be lover
but i can't even play sappy love songs. of course that is the goal.
(notice the pic of my guitar and my favorite bob dylan poster)
tomorrow is a beach day. and that means the world stops for a couple of hours
I wonder what you are doing.
you know what's embarrassing? when you go to sit on the toilet and the cover is down, can you say awkward? but only you know, so you recover quickly.
unless you're me and you just share everything nobody wants to hear.
my roommates made more addicting saturated fats again.
i run away from it because i'll eat and eat - it's so hard to stop.
and then I whine about fluffy skin.
i know i know, people are convinced I'll be skinny forever.
seriously though - my ability to delay gratification decreases with age.
...well that was an awesome ramble of the night.
My uncle/cousins came into town this week and that was exciting
because of course family rocks and it's a fan-freakin-tastic reason to eat good food
I got a few of them to model for the resort, so maybe it'll be easier
by the time the real photoshoot gets here. I'll have to post all these shots eventually.
SOO question.
if a couple is in front of you at Walmart and struggling through self check-out (because older people do that with technology - id say mid 50s) and he finally gets to his hat and i don't hear a little scan thing (by this time i'm basically on his back telling him to scan faster with my eyes and hand to hip posture)
The wife is all gesturing to try again and he just puts it in the bag. The bananas come and when it asks to key in the code they go over to the debit swip (i told you they were special) I tell them to hit "look up item" - our first and only form of actual communication, so they go "oh okay" and finish their order.
maybe the hat was paid for - maybe it wasn't.
But if he did just steal - I had wondered if he then thought "oh she was watching me"
but this question raised in my mind - do I say something?
Do I care enough to pay attention and then if I happen to notice -
do I say "hey you should pay for that"
maybe it's less of a do you and more of a would you ask.
I don't know.
choice and accountability.
but maybe I say that just because it's Walmart
and everyone secretly needs Walmart and hates that fact.
but if it was my company, I would want something said.
where is the ethical line.
can you let something wrong happen under your watch
who's responsible, that's the question
and this expanded to any dilemma we might come upon
Next check out at Walmart involved 3 retarded tools buying 8 tons of alcohol
through self checkout without IDs. what do kids think they can get away with these days? and what boy doesn't keep their wallet on them?
I think it was a sign. give up. go home sober. you're too young to die.
So i move to the next register. who forgot her wallet? me.
I was so annoyed at myself.
and yeah, Walmart is how I get out these days.
word - I would not be so pathetic if you were doing it with me.
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