sooo Madison and I realized we have a problem. It starts with the tiny shoes, the tiny headband, and that adorable micro pink outfit that I know would look so cute on my little baby girl. oh wait. kayla is there something we should know about? no. I don't know why girls have this problem, I think perhaps we're girls and that's a fact of life - we're drawn to the little tykes.
It doesn't matter that you have no idea who I am - I am now making awkward faces at your child asking you how old she is and telling you she is so cute. why. why do we do this? I try not to do that weird child voice thing most people do. But sadly, I'm sure that happens too.
I have to realize the child is not mine. That I should just step away. If I get too close - tell me to stand back/let me hold her (or him i'm not sexist)
Sigh.
They have so many cute things for kids these days. I say the baby part is easy (I will retract this statement at some point in my life). It's the man part that is so difficult. My co-worker - who's been through 2 divorces and says she now just desires a gentleman that doesn't exist - says I just need to make sure I find someone who is willing to give as much as I am. It's good advice. She really likes this guy at work. We are just waiting for him to hurry up his divorce. (I know what a world) I'd give everything. I really just have to find the person willing to give his everything in return.
Someone who loves God the most and wants me to be his best friend. I just really hope he's tall, dark, and has a good smile. That's all. Oh - and will dance with me that way. just sayin.
too much to ask?
that's why I never go in expecting
please just surprise me and show me you're a good guy
that will give me cute babies.
So back to wanting children I will never have... maybe I'll get my child fix this summer. I'm really not obsessed I don't think. I'm fine being patient.
Fine is super relative.
Or maybe they'll put me in nursery so I never want kids. Plan A Plan A
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