22 years ago my mom gave birth

and i popped out

ok ok. i didnt come out that easy.

me.

the girl who laughs when no one is laughing

and mumbles through the side of her mouth

me.

pretty blunt and easy going, not afraid to do my own thing -

and sometimes witty. perhaps sarcastic

Pres. GBH said that wasn't humor, i.e. sarcasm

ever since that day I deemed myself inadequate to sustain life

me.

the giant freak with a gift to grow long nails

I'll take what I can get

me.

list girl

who prefers her cake frozen

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I always have lists

because I'm always wanting to work on something

and I always have something to work on

convenient I guess.

what's also convenient?

pay day ona birthday

it's a comfort thing.

speaking of. yes yes, I've existed for 22 years now.

and for my birthday I decided

• I want to make cupcakes
• Buy a guitar
• walk on the beach and think of poems

and yeah, I'm that cool.