Although it might seem like I have a straight face. My mind is not in any way straight. This unsettling feeling is stemming from this transition period that I am forced to face. A life after college. No one prepared me for this discontent and insecurity. Maybe I am the only one confused, but I cannot assume such ignorance. However, I am alone in my choices and my future, well not totally; I'm trying to seek for inspiration. I have to decide and take action. Gosh dang it, can someone just tell me where I am going so that I can enter this next phase and stop freaking.
I'm so used to what's comfortable. I'm so used to hiding. The future = EXTREMELY CLOUDY , and I don't even know what I'm good at anymore. "Talk about confidence breakdown." said my journal.
I think this is the song of my current mood: Colbie Caillat, Fearless [You know when you want to make yourself believe something so bad, so fake it for awhile]
I think this is the song of my current mood: Colbie Caillat, Fearless [You know when you want to make yourself believe something so bad, so fake it for awhile]
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