Cheers to Life

Go back to my older posts. from 2008. those are better.
I don't know what's happening...I was on a roll for awhile...

Two days of finals left.
I'm wrapping up me senior year of college. woah.

God knows more than me.
duh.

However, how often do we forget that. I honestly could not have planned my most favorite moments of life. They just happen when I try to live and try to live right.

Sometimes I get discouraged and want to do more. I find myself wanting to live the experiences of others and I have to realize my life was meant to be different.

There are still great things to be had.

I think I mainly fear that I am not taking advantage of all the endless possibilities, but that can be overwhelming. That's where faith comes in, and I'm doing better.

Timing is another biggy. Why things happen when they do. I'm a believer in the reasons why we are at certain places at certain times. Sure, most of the time it's just whatever, but occasionally the Lord helps us meet the right people at the right time. Housing always has me worrying, and I still need to find a place to live; however, I never would have picked Alpine Court, BUT the people are amazing. And I have learned so much from just being here. Go figure this little blue hut would have taught me so much.

I was pondering in Sunday School about spiritual gifts. It again just reaveled how amazing God's plan truly is. We all have different talents and they are distributed in such a way that we need other people to develop our talents further. One person cannot serve alone. Okay, technically they can. But let's not get to the point of Mormon. The collective whole can lift up Zion's people. Your talent is not greater, even when it appears seemingly so. I think I tend to underestimate the Lord's potential for me. I don't have a lot of visible gifts, but the Lord works in mysterious ways. Only through His eyes could we see all. And we have the chance to develop others, with time. I can become a stronger person, and that's really cool.

And I like how we can't see everything. Mystery intrigues us all. Causes patience, sure, but it makes life interesting. I think it's amazing how God can change our eyes. You see one thing, and another person sees something else. For example, I think he's ugly and she thinks he's cute. So she dates him. perfect. You like dark chocolate, I hate it. you get to eat it all. perfect. Someone has to buy the smaller size and someone has to buy the larger size. I'm glad we're not clones. perfect.

There's a reason for it. I love it. I love to recognize such things.

This life really is so much fun. I can't wait until Wednesday. I enjoyed this semester, but I'm more thrilled that I can check it off and move onto something else. I like to keep moving.

And I want more surprises. Only good ones....of course.... =)
like non freaky library stalkers. you know who you are