we'll always have our independence to think.

I always think losers take pictures of themselves in the mirror and then post them -

mostly tools or 13 year old girls. but ya know, I decided to be a hypocrite and give it a try. That's one of my favorite shirts even though it's nothing special.

It's funny how you look at things differently after you've learned or experienced certain things. For instance: commercials and magazines - I don't think I look at them like normal people do. Or how I react to customer service - I always think about how that used to be me, or is me. And it's funny when I still don't care. I still get impatient at the bank. I know giving them your ssn is the best way, yet I get really annoyed I have to give it to them every time. But I won't make the waitress reach, I have learned not to do that. But those are simple examples. Our family, job, spiritual, social, + dating experiences all make us who we are and how we think.

or better yet, how we handle those situations and how we think

makes us

~ there is a reason why we are the way we are ~

So I love putting grocery shopping on my list of things to do.

Although I 'm not good at cooking, or even shopping for food.

I always have an attempted plan and yet I'm left wondering how I even survive.

but this is what I love eating for a simple, tasty snack...

cornbread with butter and honey in the middle

with just a little bit of milk poured over

mmm. thank you Jiff

Guess what I don't love.

Going to any place where testosterone overflowith.

Like Jifflube to get an oil change.

Although "hello my name is Brad" is really nice

And if he vacuums my car and changes my oil in the 10 minutes

I'll be pretty happy.

Speaking of testosterone. This was my week for guy stares

I don't know what it is, but I swear I hate feeling like I'm getting raped

with your eyes. That's blunt, but I'm just sayin.

Men - is it possible for you to stop that?

I gained a stalker working tiki this week. I love people that have no shame.

Who are probably the people that should have the most.

Like the lady with those rolls and cellulite. I would never take off my clothes.

But back to my stalker, it helped the 8 hours go down. It's an open relationship.

Perhaps I can make him stop drinking and smoking. Most likely not.

But then maybe he'd have a shot.

I guess he'd have to go back in time about 10 years as well.

"What! I won't be seeing you every day?!"

No sir - pool girl definitely isn't my full potential

It's okay honey, I didn't give him my number.

BUT - happy FOURTH

of JULY belated

I would have kissed you on the blanket under the fireworks

but alas, you were not there.

argument. miscommunication. impatience

oh hey my family arrived!

"Your cheeks are fat like when you were little, it's cute"

"Thanks mom" sarcastic undertone

"You've never been tan. Look at you"

"Thanks fam"

now stop staring at me like i'm a novelty.

I lost my Queen of the mini golf title

with my 4th place badge

4 is my favorite number, but there is no box to stand on

I said goodbye to my fam who drove up for the weekend

hugs and kisses

awww - they so cute