between carrots and doughnuts

Life's Predicaments:

i was so good.

eating my cereal with fruit

being content with one sandwich

even drinking my crystal light and having one light snack

with a dinner of whole grain pasta, spinach, mushrooms

and even cooked carrots.

that i hate without butter.

and then my roommate makes a butt load of doughnuts &

leaves the house saying "I made too many help yourself"

evil. sin always tastes so sweet.

and then before i knew it, the sun was gone

but I was like - whatever - a night run will still be good

It was pouring down. I realized how perfect that became

Besides all the drivers who probably thought I was crazy,

I felt so good and felt so free.

for 15 minutes.

It's on my list of favorites.

But now what - I come home from church

The first Sunday of the month is Fast Sunday

and what is sitting on the counter?

A plate full of delicious doughtnuts

but i say - they taste like throw up

It's all a mind game.