whos the new girl

I don't take risks. but i should change that.

because eventually ill get it right.
I do like change.
And I really like stories.
Im moving back across the country


by myself - physically anyway
and that will be a story
and it will start a new chapter
and this time ill write it down
here's my head start
i landed somewhere in the middle
countryville.nashville.TN
ignore the fact that i didnt dress up for the pictures
it's one of those stories you can imagine over and over in your head
but you have no idea what to really expect
and it will most likely be different anyway
.....................................................................

5:30am: arise from a restless night. the kind where you know you're never gonna wake up on time so you never fall asleep
7:10am: i show them my picture id and confirmation ticket
4:00pm: grounded. "seriously?"

....quote of my life.
hello stranger

the playlist...

• Bedrock, Lil Wayne
  
• Wait it out, Imogen Heap
• You're not sorry, Taylor Swift
• the Cranberries
• Nothin on you, B.O.B
• Need you now, Lady Antebellum
• Halfway Gone, Lifehouse
• & everything country he hated

Let's start out clean
after the pizza


Show me some Nashville culture. Tactic one: buy a guitar


and red brick buildings. Who goes to school here? (oh right. you)



just keep standing there. and holding me.

(some people miss the you help me - I help you idea)

fast. slow. faster. slower. fail.

relief society lesson
we all want to create and we all have the gift of creation
it is not you or i.
talent is a gift from God we can use.
use it.

sunday school lesson
trust.
............get to work kayla...........

Can we just play with the little kids the whole time? happiness with a bite of cinnamon rolls. No I'm sorry, mommy? wooooooah

let's take a walk
I saw treeeeeeee-sah and jon
and.that.made.me.happy
don't forget the ice cream.
(forgot camera)


o snap. reality. back to provo. 6:15am
but-of-course-i-was-awake-the-hour-before
" dont"; "I'm sorry what?" click
"hello sir, please?" *finale*


dont hate morning faces.
check baggage. snuggle between the old man who keeps talking.
headphones. pillow. face.

hello vegas. hello provo. hello what?
polka dot sheets and 99' nissan sentra

i am no longer the new girl, but i'm working on changing that.
i will work on creating something new.
it's experimental.
it's risky.
it's uncertain.
hello future. bring it.